17.11.14 In a moment of madness, or outstanding courage, I put my name down for a project where many fear to tread. I have agreed to be a guinea pig for the Mail on Sunday and have a personal trainer at a gym for six weeks before Christmas. Well actually it is five-and-a-half weeks.
I’ve sent off a photo and all of my personal details, that normally I try to keep secret!, to a journalist who is going to tell the whole world! Ludicous, I know, but this is what I am prepared to sacrifice in a bid to get back in control of my weight, my size, my image, my self-appreciation and that of my clients, family and friends.
At first, the journalist, Sadie, pried into why I wanted to participate and I had to reveal my innermost secrets that I am borderline diabetic and have high cholesterol. I weigh the heaviest I ever have when not pregnant. On a recent family excursion to London, I kept getting out of breath and feeling tired, so we would jump on the bus or tube to the next tourist attraction. I blamed my son’s friend for being tired, but really it was me (shame on you Sally!).
I was so keen to get picked. I prayed ‘let your will be done, not mine,’ but when I was, the fear froze me. I could hardly believe my eyes when I read on November 11, 14:
‘You’re in! My editor has given the thumbs up to including you. What he’d really like to see you achieve is a drop in your blood sugar and waist measurement, plus a big improvement in your heart / cardiovascular health by Christmas. I think this is totally doable and it sounds like you’re very committed (which is what we need).
‘What I need from you now in order to enrol you at a club and assign you a personal trainer is:
‘Your full name
Full home address
Which Virgin Active club you want to join
‘They will put you through various fitness tests before and after the six week programme (we need you to get started at the beginning of next week at the latest) and will weigh you and track your body fat percentage etc, BUT we will also need you to pop along to your GP to get your blood pressure, blood sugar and cholesterol levels checked. Are you happy to do this? We’ll need you to do so at the start and end of the programme.
‘Please could you also let me know a good day and time during the next week when we could send a photographer out to take some photos of you?
‘Hope this is okay.
I am committed now or maybe I need committed! One thing is for sure, just to juggle my business, homelife and this new exercise regime, I will need supernatural help!